【修持轨理 The Meditation Session】此若串习，极难医改 If this becomes your habit, it will then be difficult to correct your awareness P3
日常师父法语 24B 23’40”手抄稿第三册 P283L8
24B 23’40”Vol 3 of Master Jih-Chang’s Discourse P283L8
English Lamrim Volume 1, pg 100
【The Meditation Session】
【What to do at the conclusion】
【If this becomes your habit, it will then be difficult to correct your awareness. 】
So during the meal we had a casual conversation. He must have noticed something during the conversation and said to me, "Uh, I fell into a state of a little laxity in the morning because I had just woken up." So I thought that was true. But at that time, in my mind, of course I started to waver. But not too, too…I do not know how to say it. So during the meal, he told me, "Ah, there is a bit of laxity". Then I thought, “that is true, it is true, after this meal, it should get better”. But after the meal, ah, he carried on, and it was the same. After the session, he said, "After a meal, it is easy to fall into a state of laxity". It was true, it was true! After that session ended and then after washing his face or something, I thought this session should get better. Hey! The results were the same. Six sessions in a day and none was an exception. Just like that. So in the end, two days were spent sleeping and we went back! So I had this doubt in my mind, was that it?