业果 : 嘀咕

本来这种小小的，只要现在稍微受一点苦，就可以消掉的，结果变成功绝重的那落迦的因。啊，这个，这个是愚痴啊！刚才我特别把那个「腹诽」，写成什么？就是肚子里嘀咕，我们常常犯这个毛病。其实一点很小小的事情，你就是摆在这个地方，然后呢还摆在肚子里面，嘀嘀、嘀嘀、嘀嘀咕咕，这样的话。所以我告诉你们，就像平常我们这地方立的很多法，假如你觉得不合适，你可以说这地方不合适，我倒换一个地方去，千万不要自己肚子里嘀咕，嘀咕对你有绝大的害处。乃至于你到那个时候嘀咕了，还争取同情，跟人家大家说，说了以后想办法去使得这个事情不成功，那是更严重，更可怕！虽然这不是破僧，但是这是破僧的因哦，这样，这一点我们注意！不但这里，在任何一个情况之下。所以我们只有一个念头说：「啊！我现在愚痴，我怎么样才能够把它改善自己。」不管跑到哪里去，就这样拿这佛法来照自己，这是最重要的一件事情。

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日常师父法语📡56A 27'44" ~ 28'57" 手抄稿第七册P272 L8     

56A 27'44" ~ 28'57" Vol 7 of Master Jih-Chang’s Discourse P272 L8
English Lamrim Vol 1  P233

【The Varieties of Karma】 - Complaining (internally)

Originally, with whatever little thing you do, you will have to just experience a little suffering now to exhaust it.  Instead, it becomes the causes for experiencing a very severe hell.  Ah, this, this is ignorance!  Earlier, I particularly wrote "slandering in the abdomen", what is that?  That is you are complaining internally in your stomach.  We often have this type of problem.  Actually, it could be something very minor, but you just keep at it, and keep it in your stomach, churning it over and over again.  Therefore, let me tell you this, for many of the rules that we've set here, if you feel that they do not suit you, you can say that this place does not suit you, I will choose to go somewhere else. But never ever complain and churn it over in your stomach.  This will absolutely cause you great harm.  When you churn things over and over again, it could get to a point where you try to gain sympathy and tell others about it.  After saying it, you would seek ways to stop certain things from happening.  That is even more serious, even more horrendous!  Although this is not splitting apart the sangha community,  it is a cause for dividing the community.  Like this.  This is a point that we need to pay attention to!  Not only here, under any circumstance, there should only be one thought, "Ah!  I am ignorant now, how can I improve myself."  No matter where one goes, just use Buddha’s teachings to examine and reflect on ourselves.  This is the most important thing.