【The Varieties of Karma】- Observe my thoughts

If we just roughly discuss it, we would not be very clear. But if you examine closely, the subjective aspects [or mental behaviour] of the mind are very clear, very clear. Each is a different level. The first one, the first one develops this thought, “This person is really annoying!” That is all. Then in your attitude of annoyance, when you get to the second and the third thoughts, if you are able to be patient, “Ah, this is not good, not good! Why should I bother to be mad?” Then you will be correct! However, if you get to the third and the second thoughts, and you think, “Um, yes, the more I think of this person the more I find him annoying. Yes!” That is, you did not practice patience! The more you think of him, the more you resent him. If you continue to think in this way, then slowly something will surface in your mind. Because the more you think of him, the more you resent him, then you will think about how can I deceive him to do something? That is the envious attitude [a scheming attitude].

SOURCE 来源 :

53B 27’17” Vol 7 of Master Jih-Chang’s Discourse P181 LL4
English Lamrim Vol 1 P226

日常师父法语📡53B 27’17”手抄稿第7册P181 LL4

业果 : 观察我的念头

如果说粗粗地说我们不大清楚，你细细地观察，那心相很清楚、很清楚，它每一个层次有每一个层次。第一个，一个起了念的：「这个傢伙真讨厌！」就是这么如此而已。然后呢，你对那个讨厌的心里面，第二念、第三念下面的话，你就说忍住了：「唉，这个不好、不好！你何必发那个脾气呢？」那就对了！然后呢，假定是第三念、第二念的话：「嗯，对，这个傢伙越想越讨厌，对！」那就是你没有忍哪！越想越讨厌，再想下去的话，你心里面这个慢慢地冒上来了。因为你越想越讨厌的话，于是你觉得这个傢伙怎么样让他上一个当，你就是谋略心了。