【Cultivation of our mind 】-  I am just an ordinary being

I just said, from my past experience, my personal mistake – when my Venerable Master said: “So and so, you should do…” What arose in my mind was, “Venerable Master, you tell me to do this, but I am only an ordinary being!” After several rounds of such conversations, sometimes [I] couldn’t take it anymore, so I even told him, “Venerable Master, I am only an ordinary being!” This is “with a bad motivation such as attachment.” While we grasp onto this, [we are] locked on it and unwilling to abandon these erroneous views. An attitude like this is of no use at all. 

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10B 14'20" ~ 14'50" Vol 2 of Master Jih-Chang’s Discourse P62-LL1
English Lamrim Vol 1 P62

日常师父法语📡10B 14'20" ~ 14'50" 手抄稿第2册P62-LL1

修心 ：我...是凡夫

我自己以前的这种经验，我自己的过失。这个法师真正告诉我们：“某人哪，你该怎么办......。 ”我心里面怎么想? “法师，你告诉我，我是个凡夫啊！” 说多了，有的时候受不了，我乃至于跟他说：“法师啊，我还是个凡夫啊！” 这个就是等起心有过失。就自己执着在这个，牢牢地不肯舍弃自己错误的见解，就这样。那这个是一点用场都没有。